What I’ve learned so far from this energy, is that if you allow yourself to flow with it. If you do not resist, and try to make things “normal” again, or, try to create a fast pace, when it is no longer supported by the energies around you– you will find things are easier than ever before. It’s funny how, we are returning to the wisdom of being in a harmonious dance with nature. When for so long, we were told that we were somehow above it, in control of it–beyond it. But, the truth is– nature is far more massive than the trees, the skys, the waterways, or the animals that call earth home. Nature, is the universe, and it’s massive body creating, destroying, collapsing and expanding in perfection.
So, here’s the thing… my tolerance for fuffy fuffy, puffy wuffy, illusionary, bullshit spirituality is at an all time low. Truly, I’ve developed a gag reflex to those spiritual “gurus” who are sooo image-conscious now that someone’s paying them a lot of money, that they forgot why they started doing what they are doing in the first place. Hello… your gig was to empower people! So, just because you wrote some books, got a few TV spots, are on some radio shows, and Oprah loves you— doesn’t mean the gig has changed… it may mean YOU have changed. Let me be clear, I am not mad at any of those who paved the way for me. My irritation is losing the message, distorting the clarion call for spiritual freedom, the recognition and release of each I AM walking the planet right now. My concern is that someone gets up on a podium to spread love, wisdom and light, and then they forget to have a friggin seat every once in a while.
So, finally I realized…”I’m just not going to sleep tonight… I’m just going to lay here, like I’m sedated, and allow this energetic surgery to take place. Yes, I’m utterly miserable, but, I understand, this is part of transformation.” Mind you, I’m aware that I’m being observed by my normal crew of lightbeings and angels that surround my bed every night. And, yes, they did what they could to help, but, there’s only so much the light can do, when an I AM is in a state of transformation. In that way, we are alone as the choice to continue is an individual one.
The most challenging thing we will do in life is discover who we really are, followed by an even bigger challenge of BE-ing who we are–without permission, validation, or apology. –Without rules, regulations, or the illusions of right and wrong. This is the source, the creator expressing itself… as you, as me, as everything.
All week, I’ve watched my clock all me to witness the alignment. 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, 4:44, 5:55… Pay attention soul, it’s happening right before your very eyes… The old energies, tired, thread-bare, and ready to go back into the void, are leaving… And, how will you handle this departure? How will you adjust yourself to this transition we are in? You could try and hold on to what was, for a lack of understanding the iminence of change, but, I should warn you–this is not a wave you can stop…but, it is one you can ride.
So, after I said what I had to say to the nice minister, he looked at me, and said, “Well, I’ve got the messages.” And, then asked what my deal was. He said, that I obviously had wisdom, and knew quite a bit about the bible. Mind you, I could feel the subtle pull to try an get me to go to church, but, I laughed it away. So, what did I say? I told him the truth–to me, God is omnipotent, and omnipresent–therefore, I do not require the guidance of anyone but, the god within me to know who I am, what I’m doing here, and how beautiful life can be.
Love is an energy that is so amazing because its all ecompassing. Love allows freedom of expression. Can you truly love yourself, if you aren’t honest in how you express yourself? Can you truly love yourself, if your entire identity is built upon the ideas of someone else? …Hm… Can you truly love someone if you keep attempting to mold them into who you want them to be, rather than who they’ve chosen to be. See, I love a lot of people–some of them I can deal with, some of them I can deal with from afar, and some I cannot deal with at all. But, because I love them–I love them where they are, even if that’s far away from me. Love doesn’t require a leash–just so you know.
I always find it interesting how people confuse spirituality, with passive aggressiveness. Hey, just because I offer you an olive branch, doesn’t mean I won’t kick your ass if necessary… Today, I listened to someone talk about how as they ascend on their personal spiritual journey, they are finding that people seem to be coming out of the woodwork to harass, or sometimes even attack them. And, for some reason people find it surprising that this is normal.