The most challenging thing we will do in life is discover who we really are, followed by an even bigger challenge of BE-ing who we are–without permission, validation, or apology. –Without rules, regulations, or the illusions of right and wrong. This is the source, the creator expressing itself… as you, as me, as everything.
As the year comes to a close, and because I’ve been reporting my own personal changes… I’ve been repeatedly been asked what I feel is up ahead. I know you all want me to say “smooth sailing”, but, I cannot say that. As, it isn’t the case in the slightest. What’s up ahead is the rockiest, shiftiest, most challenging energies to date. And, why is that? It’s because these energies are new, and we don’t understand how they work, or how to work with them.
So, after I said what I had to say to the nice minister, he looked at me, and said, “Well, I’ve got the messages.” And, then asked what my deal was. He said, that I obviously had wisdom, and knew quite a bit about the bible. Mind you, I could feel the subtle pull to try an get me to go to church, but, I laughed it away. So, what did I say? I told him the truth–to me, God is omnipotent, and omnipresent–therefore, I do not require the guidance of anyone but, the god within me to know who I am, what I’m doing here, and how beautiful life can be.
In a lot of ways, self-reflection is meditation. You (mind), silences itself in the mirror, and just observes what your soul would like to share. No judgement, no arguing, just listening. Listening with passion and vigor. Listen as you would your dearest friend, or loved one–be for yourself, as you would be for someone who asked for your help. Because it’s you that’s asking, and its all of us that benefits.
Fellow divine beings, incarnated–transformation is painful at best. I suppose that’s why so many souls refrain from doing it. I have spent the last three plus decades on this amazing journey of growth. And, over this weekend, I was once again smacked-up and handed my ass by this evolution of life. I have found myself in a situation where I have to dig deep. And, for a person who regularly strolls the deepest part of herself, I’m appalled to find out that–wait, there’s still more. There is more patience that I can conjure, more understanding that I can create, and yes…more space that I can allow for another person to occupy, until they can figure out a solution to whatever issue that has arisen.
Twice, twice today, I’ve had people start some passive-aggressive crap with me. That monotoned “I’m-not-obviously-attacking-you” crap. And, dear souls… I’m over it! My patience for those who want to attack you undercover, who think they can say crazy, disprespectful things to you and get away with it–I’m done! Ya heard?! I’m done.