Fellow divine beings, incarnated–transformation is painful at best. I suppose that’s why so many souls refrain from doing it. I have spent the last three plus decades on this amazing journey of growth. And, over this weekend, I was once again smacked-up and handed my ass by this evolution of life. I have found myself in a situation where I have to dig deep. And, for a person who regularly strolls the deepest part of herself, I’m appalled to find out that–wait, there’s still more. There is more patience that I can conjure, more understanding that I can create, and yes…more space that I can allow for another person to occupy, until they can figure out a solution to whatever issue that has arisen.
Why, oh why am I telling you this? I’m telling you this, because I know that you are no different than me. I know that you have a purpose for being here just as I. Are your in alignment with yourself? Are you the person you’ve only dreamnt of being??? If not, I can tell you this, its easier than you think. When you hear that call, that tug, that feeling that says, “this way”… and, the magnetic energy of it makes your soul sing… GO WITH IT! Go past the fear, the anxiety, the what if(s), the I don’t know(s), and do it anyway! When the fear is so overwhelming that you could scream and cry–do it, scream and cry and… GO WITH IT anyway! Because in the end, its worth it. In the end, you’ve changed the most important life in the world that you can–your own. And, if you can change, you are an example to others that change is possible, hope isn’t just a word, and your life can be whatever your choose and are willing to work for.
Call me an idealist, but, when someone tells me they will do something, I believe them. I’m the type of person who does what I say I will do, and if I cannot do it, I say that I cannot. Sure, we could argue that we don’t want to be the following: 1. impolite. 2. rude. 3. mean. 4. ungrateful and, a whole bunch of other things. But, which looks better? Telling the truth and maintaining honor. Or, knowingly lie and looking like a dandruff flake that cannot be counted on? But, here’s the better question, which would you prefer to be on the receiving end of?
Imagine if you will, you’re in a tough place in your life. You’re so stressed that you can’t see straight. You’re so lost in the dark, that you’ve forgotten the sun exists. And, then you reach out to the one person who knows you best, who knows you, even when you’ve lost sight of yourself. You call, or write, or meet with them and you talk. You tell them everything, the good, bad and the beyond ugly. And, after many years of telling you the truth (even when you didn’t want to hear it), today–today they lie.