This–this is where we screw ourselves, this is where we eat away at our self-esteem, self-worth, self-respect. We take other people’s ideas of who we are, and we make them our own. It’s a slow type of suicide of the emotional, psychological, spiritual, and yes, sometimes physical variety. If you don’t know who you are. If you don’t define yourself for yourself, I can guarantee there’s a lot of people out there ready to do it. And, they don’t always mean well.
Honestly, I wonder how people can stand life on automatic pilot. Seriously, is anyone home??? When you can walk down the street and walk into people like they aren’t there, or, nod your head, but, hear nothing, what’s the point?? When I was a kid I was obsessed with TV. But, the older I get the more I detest it. Part of it is definately that art has been taken over on a larger scale by big business. But, an even more disturbing truth is that people aren’t doing anything different. And, it’s as boring as a mutha–shut yo mouth! [...]
Happy New Year beautiful souls!!! I hope that you all entered 2010 joyful, safe, happy, and relatively sober. Many people are going to attempt in the next few weeks to adhere to the rules and regulations we call resolutions. I, personally don’t believe in them. But, I do believe in purging. And, what I mean by that is removing things in my life that are no longer serving my highest good.