So, there you have it everyone… While in England they keep astrologers as advisors, we in this country laugh at the idea of advice from astrologers. Why does this matter?  Let me introduce you to something called a mercury retrograde. Perhaps then you’ll know why I knew the bail out of wallstreet would never work! Coincidence??? Only if you still beleive in those. Miscommunication was running amok between the government officials, between the public and the government. And, so this bailout went bust. Someone said to me yesterday it was a horrible time for an election. Oh no, the timing couldn’t [...]

This fear-mongering thing has gotten out of hand. Seriously, it has. We’re supposed to be afraid of the economy collapsing. Afraid for our jobs, afraid for our homes, afraid for our families. We’re supposed to be afraid of our so-called enemies, afraid of the rapture. Oh, there’s more. We’re supposed to be afraid of not being with someone, afraid of not having friends, afraid of not fitting in…AFRAID! My response: “Fuck you!” Seriously…it is! I’m tired of people telling me what to feel, how to act, and that this shit is normal. It isn’t! Fear-mongering is a form of control. [...]

So, I just came off the crazy busy weekend, and, I’m hoping to manage the week so, that I don’t burnout before Wednesday. Regardless, I needed this weekend to help me realize I’m about to take myself to another level. I’m not a good worker-bee… Truly, I’m not. I am that employee that’s always looking to find a way to make my ideas heard, and to do things my way. Which is why, eventually, I will not be working for anyone else. This past weekend, I spent a lot of time thinking about the next steps for both of my [...]

I’m sitting at the lillypad in total monastary-type quiet. And, I love it. It kinda started  yesterday, and has intensified in the past twenty-four hours. I’m on the inside of myself, meditating, chanting and breathing. And, while I may look like my normal “perky”, “spirited” self. I’m not right now. I’m my monk/zen/jedi self. Today at work, my people’s were worried. I was asked twice by two different people if I was “okay”, because I’m not being my normal bubbly self. Few people know that I can be just as silent as I am talkative. And, apparently, the quiet version [...]

I don’t know if I’m more annoyed, or more amused, but, I am concerned. We live in a time of great peril as a country. And, here I am acutally dealing with being the subject of office speculaton…AGAIN! 1992. That would be the year I graduated from high shcool. And, it wasn’t until after I graduated that I learned of the many rumors about myself, that were simply untrue. They were from everything to the texture of my hair, to my nationality. LMAO…  Notice how I didn’t say anything regarding my love life and high school? That’s because I’m extremely [...]

My goodness, what a nasty little web we weave when first we practice to deceive. It’s not about what’s going to happen any more people, it’s about what’s going down now! And, what’s going down? Our economy! Our way of living! How about now??? Is now a good time for everyone to wake up? So, um, I have a friend that lost like 70K when the government bailed out Freddie and Fannie last week. That was on top of another 80K he lost last year. Yeah, I had to talk my friend out of wanting to kill himself. And, this [...]

Nomadic in thought, and sometimes deed– I wander. I flow through fingers, gates, and silence untamed. My irrepressible passion singes the frontal lobes of logic.     Even in pregnant pauses I scream out loud. Words, dropping from my eyes, like rain from the sky. There aren’t enough pages, or pens to say all I think.     Barefooted, I walk to dawn from the dark side of the moon. –Covered in stars from light years past, and with no use for time. Amused by who I thought I might’ve been.     The field is crowded with frequency, light [...]

Some people have a hard time believing that we’re more than our bodies–that, when we sleep a lot of us just “leave” for a spell. But, I can do this, I’ve been doing this for some time, and well…it’s pretty freaking cool! Heehee… Here’s my quandry: I have people come to me, or summon me in my sleep, that really should be talking to me when we’re both awake. Mind you, there are some that are confident enough in their lives on this physical plane to just call me up and discuss whatever it is we need to say. I’m quite [...]

As I write this, I feel slightly blue, with a tinge of saddness for all those who just cannot–no, WILL NOT look in the mirror and see themselves. My heart weeps for you–truly. Even though, I know the pain you suffer from is self-inflicted, pain that at anytime, you could stop–pain, that is there to teach a lesson, and once learned be dismissed. And, yet… so many…too many are still standing on square one deluding themselves into believing they a much farther down the road than they truly are. In this experience, this journey we call life, we are going [...]

Healing comes in rest, as does transformation. I’ve been pondering these thoughts a lot as of late. I have been doing so because I’ve been sleeping a great deal on the weekends, and weeknights for some time. And, I know I do it because I work a lot. And, I think a lot, and I’m in the constant flux of transformation, much like the planet herself. Or, the crab beneath the waves shedding its old shell for a new one. Or, some snake in a field sleeping as it’s skin is born anew. When you realize you’re apart of everyone and [...]