Okay…so, it’s the night before my move, part 1. And, while I’m tired, and when I say tired, I mean on so many levels–I’m pretty focused. I’ve been feeling a lot of different energies in the ethers, everything from anxiety and sleeplessness, to excitement and knowingness. And, what do I make of it? I’m going the right way, and that’s forward. Once settled into my new digs: read painted, new furniture and everything in it’s place for the most part… I plan to bury myself in work—yeah…even more! Both of my projects are making a lot of headway, pretty quickly [...]

So…I’m resting today, after working, socializing and packing for three days in a row! Big up to my lingerie partner for going out of town this weekend, because if she were here I’d be working. There’s something to be said for burning the candle at both ends, sometimes…it just means getting burnt! –Have to say though, I’m very blessed by this move as I believe it personifies the movement within my inner self. I have keeping a diary since I was 13 (yeah, I talk more places than here! Hello—what kind of show did you think I was running?! haha), [...]

It’s always good when I write when I’m a leetle bit tipsy… I’m gonna get to the point, kids…if you haven’t seen “The Secret”, seriously, be about that. Some of you saw it a year ago, when I sent it to you via email, you saw it for free. Others of you heard about it on Oprah–God bless Oprah, everyone has their purpose, and I believe she’s really working hers!  If you don’t know what I’m talking about, seriously… get to work, you’re a little behind and we need you to catch up. I knew when “The Secret” was on [...]

I am a product of the 80′s, and I watched a lot of cartoons. In fact, where I’m from there would be cartoons at 4pm just as we got home from school and one in particular stayed with me… G. I. Joe. I’m a military brat, from a military town and I’m pretty diciplined so I liked this cartoon. It was cathartic for my masculine side… Anyway… At the end of ever episode, there would be this tip that they’d give us kids, and they’d always end it with “Knowing is half the battle.” And, I’ve been thinking about that [...]

Lost You got lost somewhere along the way remaining tethered to your fear Adoration is familiar to the point of boredom– like a plant drowning in a flood. Knowledge grows, wisdom starves and you do not know the difference. Has your reflection to the world become your identity? Is the center of your universe lost amongst the chaos? Do compliments replace confidence, is it the latest high? Spinning wheels dig graves … And, you’re sinking into yours. The darkness isn’t friendly, but, at least you’re acquainted, right? A victim; of the vices that would help you remember to forget what [...]

I thought I’d switch it up on the catergories, but, honestly this is about life…still. Yet, if you know anything about me, you’d know that goal, plans and hopes…that is my life! Anyway, I’m happy to say, we’re turning a page in my life. Ohh…the places you’ll go! Yes, a direct Dr. Suess quote. I love Dr.Suess, he was a genius, thus, my Sam-I-Am tattoo. People wonder why I got it. Dude, I often wonder how people don’t understand why I got it. Sam-I-am is the pinnacle of pleasant persistence. Hello… I  am Sam-I-am! I really cannot be stopped when [...]

I AM I fly free amongst the trees in the breeze I dance in the silence, in the space between time and thought. I sing in the void, in the dawn and the twilight. I am because I am. I was because there was no beginning… I will be because there is no end. I am a small cell in the greatness of all there is… I am a snowflake in the never-ending blizzard… I am a grain of sand on the endless shores. I am wider than my own imagination I am more vivid than a slice of light [...]

So, I’m sitting here thinking…what is the deal with love? Why do people have such issues with it? It isn’t like love is one of those things that you can live without. You can’t. Love is as important as food, water, air and shelter. And, yet, we pretend like we can do without it. Enough of the bullshit, we need to grow up, be real and deal with the fact that we love, we are loved and we crave both. In essence it’s all there is. I am not aware of any culture where love isn’t prevalent, important, revered. And, [...]