Okay, so, right I may or may not be attractive to some people. And, sure, I’m flirtatious, comfortable with my sexuality and the like… But, I’m none of the following: Promiscuious, easy, or a nympho! Don’t get it twisted! Recently, I took one of those personality test, that asks you to say what the first thing that comes to mind when you think about a certain word. One word in particular was coffee. My answer: good. It was later on that I found out that coffee represented sex. Therefore, I think sex is good. But, in no way am I [...]

Happy Thanksgiving… my little turkeys and geese… I love you all… But, the SunDeevah did a solo Thanksgiving and it has been rocking all day! I wanted to volunteer for the first half of the day, but, dude… all the places were filled. I was only mildy disappointed. Hope all those volunteers still care after the new year. Any way… I know, I know, spending the holidays alone is supposed to be sad, right??? Like, I’m supposed to miss my family and sigh a lot about how I’m not in NC. Yeah, that would apply to me if I were… [...]

Okay…it’s Friday night, I had drinks with some people from work. It was good, but, it doesn’t negate this… If you half-ass your efforts, your results too, will be half-assed. I had an odd week.  A resurgence of peole I thought were gone. But, I do not have the same relationship with. One of them (and you know who you are) didn’t understand that when I put my foot down about something–it was firmly planted. I know, it’s rare nowadays that a person makes a statment and then stands by it. But, I’m here to tell you some of us still [...]

I’m about to go an incubate, hibernate…or whatever you want to call it. I do this every year. And, January? Well, if you can’t get me to leave my apartment that month, now  you know why. Some people think that people don’t change. And, well, it’s not true. Some people choose not to change. But, I’m not one of them. I’m a fan of progress, of growth, of evolution.  And, the truth is…evolution is persistent and infinite. And, I believe I am too. Those of you not into the esoteric, metaphysical philosphies…this is your stop. You might want to get [...]

You know, it’s funny how we go through life and excel at things, make friends, connections…etc and it doesn’t occur to us that in most cases everything we need we already have. One of my friends is producing a comedy show, and she’s a bit nervous about filling a 300 seat house. Which I guess, to some seems a bit ambitious. But, this friend already knows famous people and if she doesn’t she has the gift of gab (much like her friend Monica) and the ability to sell an idea. Meaning…she already has everything she needs to pull this off. [...]

I’ll be honest…most of the time, I do not think about whether or not I’ll be remembered by anyone. But, apparently, I make an impression. In fact, I’ve heard repeatedly that I have somehow implanted a piece of myself into the minds of others aka “the Monica-voice”. No, I’m not making this up! This impression is something I’ve been largely unaware of for most of my life. My biggest thing has always been to be myself in the best way to possible, to expresss my thoughts and feelings as an artist. It wasn’t until I grew older that I realize, everyone [...]